New blog

I had a blog called schizophrenic waitress while I was "a server".  It's been two years since I quit my last waitressing job.  During my unplanned for career as a waitress, I learned that it was very difficult to deal with the major swings between good days and bad days.  I mean these are extreme!!  Good days could be SO GOOD, but bad days were SO fuckin BAD!  I quit my job to follow my passion and life long desire to be an artist.  After two years I have learned I have just as many good days and bad days as I did serving.  Hence the new blog.  It makes me feel like sometimes I have two personalities.  When I'm happy, I'm SO happy.  But, unfortunately when those bad days hit, they are very low, depressing, very difficult to deal with, days.  So here is a place for me to vent.  If anybody ever reads this, I hope somehow maybe it will help someone.  I guess the bottom line is we have to understand we all have good and bad days.  And there is no ideal, perfect job.