Still plugging away

I haven't written for a very long time.  I should have kept this going because man O man has there been good times and bad times.  The good news is I am still plugging away at my art career.  I am still happier than ever following my dreams.  The bad days have become much much less "bad".  Good days are absolutely fantastic.  Like seeing one of my paintings in our airport.  Or getting commissioned for a one of a kind oil painting.  

New blog

I had a blog called schizophrenic waitress while I was "a server".  It's been two years since I quit my last waitressing job.  During my unplanned for career as a waitress, I learned that it was very difficult to deal with the major swings between good days and bad days.  I mean these are extreme!!  Good days could be SO GOOD, but bad days were SO fuckin BAD!  I quit my job to follow my passion and life long desire to be an artist.  After two years I have learned I have just as many good days and bad days as I did serving.  Hence the new blog.  It makes me feel like sometimes I have two personalities.  When I'm happy, I'm SO happy.  But, unfortunately when those bad days hit, they are very low, depressing, very difficult to deal with, days.  So here is a place for me to vent.  If anybody ever reads this, I hope somehow maybe it will help someone.  I guess the bottom line is we have to understand we all have good and bad days.  And there is no ideal, perfect job.